I am down in the dumps today. Shocker!

There is a situation that I can’t quit obsessing about and I really do need to stop. The only solution I have come up with is just to walk away totally. But the idea of burning that 25+ year old bridge is quite sad and stressful. I have already become quite homebody-ish over the last year and half and this would pretty much seal the deal on what existing social life I have. If I walk away, I would then be disconnected from one of the things I used to love to do and from a lot of the people I know. Ugh. I hate being an adult and dealing with shit like this. It really sucks how people and their egos ruin things.