It’s been one month since Helene rolled through and upended the entire region here. To say that it will be years before some areas recover is a massive understatement. Personally, I don’t think we will ever have an accurate death toll from this disaster either. A week ago, I drove through a couple of the hardest hit areas in Asheville and I can tell you that no photo or video will ever prepare you for seeing that amount of damage and destruction in person. It was sobering and heartbreaking. I will forever say that we were so lucky in my neighborhood. It could have been so bad here if Helene had shifted further west.

As a Side Note: For years, I have seen people mark themselves safe from various natural disasters and events on Facebook. I never thought I would have to do it myself.

Duolingo gets. me.

How’s your week going?

And just like that, it’s all over. My dreams of Bear Films (link so totally NSFW) stardom have been crushed. Ha, ha.

I knew it was a long shot when I first applied. I think it would have been nice to have gotten a little feedback (you’re too old, you didn’t have a scene partner already, etc.). But, all in all, I am pretty proud of myself for going this far into the submission process. I almost didn’t send that last batch of information/naked photo in.

“What spurred this somewhat out-of-the-blue attempt to get yourself XXX video-ed on a larger scale?” you might ask. Well, I have always had a fascination with porn (be it on screen or behind the scenes). And, the truth is … I have kinda been doing it on a small scale for over a year now. Trying to do it on a larger scale seemed like the (somewhat) logical next step.

In mid-2022, a fellow graphic designer friend and I started talking about OnlyFans and what kind of chutzpah it would take to start a page there. I was already lurking there and following a few creators, so I had a slight idea of what was involved. My friend agreed to shoot some photos for me and I got busy trying to get age verified so that I could post adult content. Coming up with the porn name was actually the easiest part of the whole thing. The idea, initially, was to have a paid subscription page but I ultimately decided to set it as free and tell folks that tips were welcome. I just couldn’t see people paying money without knowing what they were getting.

The page went live in November of 2022. Right now it’s a mixture of the super nice pictures that my friend has shot and the DIY photos and videos that I do myself. I had planned to have videos with other guys, but that has not come to fruition yet. It’s easy if you work with other OnlyFans creators (because they are already verified as well). Anyone not in their system has to jump through the age verification hoops (which can be pesky). But finding content creators in my neck of the woods has been a bust so far. Maybe that will change.

I haven’t made as much money in tips as I would like to. I currently consider this to be more of a naughty hobby. And my friend has enjoyed stretching his photography skills in a different direction. Speaking of … he and I need to shoot some more quality photos sometime soon. Gotta keep the (currently 481 … more than I ever thought I would get) subscribers happy!

Don’t like clicking (also totally NSFW) links? OnlyFans even generates a QR code for fans to use to get to your page!

So, there you have it. Now, what you choose to do with this information is up to you.

Sheesh. I look up and suddenly three weeks have gone by since my last post. Where does the time go?

There’s not really any update as of yet on my sure-to-skyrocket porn career. A few weeks after I submitted my application, I got an email from the company’s production manager asking if I was still interested and available. I responded with a “yes.” A few more weeks went by and I got another email last week. This one was, again, asking about interest and availability. It also had a list of questions to be answered (dates available, preferred sexual role, was a scene partner already available, etc.). It also asked for a current full-body shot. Fun, fun. I debated about what the fuck I was doing over the weekend and ended up sending the requested info and naked picture back to the production guy this past Monday. The email said they give preference to guys who can come in with a scene partner already picked out and ready to go … which is something I don’t have. So, we shall see what happens.

So … I might have done a thing a few weeks ago.

At the urging of a friend, I ended up in the Bear Films Casting system quite a few years ago. I heard nothing for a few years and then they contacted me about filming. I couldn’t do the filming at that time but I have remained in their system and get the occasional email about casting/filming opportunities.

Well, I got an email a few weeks ago about them casting for a filming session that they are doing in Atlanta at the beginning of March. I thought about it for a few days and (with the encouragement of the important people in my life) decided to submit my application. A porn name (which I already have … maybe some more on that later), a few naked pictures (including a closeup of my hard cock), and a lot of details about what I am willing to do on camera … and the application was off and running.

I haven’t heard anything yet. I kinda figure they will reach out sometime in the next week or so if they are, indeed, interested. So, I guess we will see what happens.